Wednesday, November 06, 2013

Too many high hopes, too many disappointments?

I've been expecting some things too high for reasons. Yes, I have life-goals like all of you. Mines are maybe too high so when I didn't reach it, I disappointed like cray. Some things just weren't planned for me, I deserve something better. Half of my soul just broken. This kind of disappointment will never be forgotten in my life. You guys might think it's only a piece of shit. Yes, you don't have my point of view.
Hopes, dreams, prays and everything mixed up in one dough. I was trying to laugh when I'm down, I was trying to be happy when I think I can't, but I did it. I didn't fake any smile or everything like most people did. One thing for sure, everything happens for reasons.

One thing that keeps me alive

God has planned a better life than what we expected.

Saturday, November 02, 2013

Biggest dream

Someone proposed me the way that business man proposed Ally Darling (Anna Faris) in "What's Your Number" movie and we have this face on the day we're holding marriage.

My dream
My dream
My dream
It hurts

p.s: to my future husband out there, I love you 
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